LET'S DISCUSS

Hi Friends and Welcome!

As this is my first post for this webpage, I'd like to start by sharing what I would like to bring to the table with my posts & videos and how I'll contribute with my personal experiences, life lessons, & unique alchemy of knowledge!

For more about myself, please see my Bio page above or click HERE to read more about my personal and educational backgrounds & my Human Design (H.D.) story + H.D. chart! More aspects about my life and chart will naturally come up in future posts.

I should mention that I was very much prepared to dig in with my YouTube channel right before I create this webpage. After writing several things for those videos, I realized that I should keep and publish my writing! I hope to share more with videos later on. For now, I'd like to honor my strongest form of communication.

If you look on your H.D. chart, you'll see an energy center called the "Throat". This is the location for Communication & Manifestation (we can't manifest if we don't communicate) and mine is Defined or colored in. That means I have some tried & true, consistent form(s) of communication. I've deeply contemplated the topic of conditioning around Throat center to heal and come back to my gifts in this area of life.

In this modern world where print content and social connections are seemingly valued below social media forms of connection & communication, its been a difficult task to reclaim & own my writing skills and interpersonal (let's say, In-Person) communication skills.

Own, write & share I shall!

So, Let's Discuss...

Here is a quick look at some examples of the topics I would like to cover on Lara-Lay Creative //

Life Experiences & Lessons Gained
Journey With Human Design
Knowledge of Anthropology & Evolution
Wisdom of Motherhood & House-Wife Life
Highlighting Notable Individual's H.D. Charts
Sharing What I'm Learning While I'm Learning It
Sharing Other Areas of My Taste & Interests
BTS of My Creative Processes

Considering my 3/5 Martyr-Heretic ("The Great Life Experimenter" per My Human Design) Profile, I want to use this webpage and YouTube channel as places for experimentation & play. Let what needs to be expressed be expressed in the moment it needs to. This is the creative way.

I've put a lot of thought into this attempt and have previously held myself back from sharing for many reasons:

The first I have already mentioned with reclaiming & owning my writing skills. This has been something I've denied in myself for long enough and I want to give it the momentum this gift deserves.

Next, there is too much sameness across our media spaces. Sameness in look. Sameness in messaging. Sameness in content. Sameness in fashions (calling it style, too). Sameness in thought, art, lifestyles, sports... and what do I say to that? Boring, boring, boring. I cannot stand it and will not contribute the the empty void that is the stream of sameness. How to best do that has been my personal mystery to solve!

Being a "creative" or an "artist" does not have to mean starving to make a living, aspiring for greatness or wealth, or trying to be something you're not like fancying yourself to be a creative or an artist because you think it would help achieve XYZ. To be creative, all one has to do is be absolutely at one with themselves. Anything achieved from a state of authenticity can be what is called original, new or unique or at least have an original/new/unique perspective on something else. This for me is the desired outcome.

I have actually never considered myself to be a creative type let alone an artist. I've kept my gifts hidden from sight until the right time revealed itself. I've always felt its presence though. My entrepreneurial work with Wreaper Wrestling brought to the fore my taste for aesthetics, design and content creation; a channel through which I could finally realize part of my potential.

On the other side of that threshold, I discovered H.D. and my Defined 1-8 Channel of Inspiration/Creativity. After all that time of practically bursting at the seams with this creative tension and not knowing where to direct it, I had divine insight!

This knowledge has enabled me to take full ownership of my creative energy! With that, I want to create & contribute what is at it's core, because its my core, totally unique to my being; sharing my uniqueness with all of you from what I feel in my heart needs to be brought to light.

Lastly, the idea of Truth and what is Truth... what a fact is, an opinion, opinion as fact or what is legitimate or credible has been diluted to the point of confusion and recklessness. There is so much uneducated or misinformed content across the web and there's no amount of fact-checking that can be done to help a reader/content consumer discern what is true, real or actually helpful to them... The lines are so blurred! Even so-called legitimate sources are undermining themselves by prioritizing clickbait, advertising and shareholders.

So what can I do in this situation? How can I legitimize my role in a landscape of illegitimacy? Stick to what I can own. Hold fast to my integrity. My stories, my lessons, my knowledge, insights, education, my sources that I know to be honorable; honesty in my perspective without imposing anything onto the world. That's it.

All that to say, the time is now to step into my role and fly!

And remind all of you that you can fly too.